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Friday, March 17

I realised how much i've grown and changed.

tell you something interesting bout me. I'm not as extrovert as i am now when i was young.

As a kid i hate guests coming to my house, i would cry or hide behind the room's door. A little bit autistic, i would play by myself and only trust the adults close to me. i would cry and cry like a baby though i'm already going kindergarten. i hate to part with my mum every morning when going pre-school. i was always bullied in class. =(.

As i grow.. i began talking n love interacting with people around me. Friends! =).. i'm always puzzled by the word 'love' and seek for the true meaning of this shit.

i chatted with my best buddy cka yest about alot of stuffs, which made me thought thru alot.

i guess it's time to really revamp my life a little.. It's good to have someone who understands.. thank nicole!!! =).

oh yea.. i'm Paris, he's Nicole.. XD.. our A Complicated Life is about to shoot. hahaha.


can i ask u guys a question lastly?

you u go out with a guy/girl..
And u feel very excited when u are with him/ her, just the two of you. No matter what u all do, you'll just smiling and giggling or secretly happy. You feel u're just urself and u feel the feelings just different when u hang out with ur pals..

is this really love? or just a pure rush of excitement? or just ur heart gone bonkers? or?

i dun know.. i feel so stupid now.


nonetheless, still smiling. =)


it's strange how dreams can show another life's happenings without actually knowing anything.

dReAMt by yog3s at 1:53 PM

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