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Thursday, March 16

I had the STRANGEST dream today.

yes. I actually dreamt that i've got a GIRLFRIEND. lolX.


But we were having cold war and the scenario was that another lady was having personal problems , she confided in me and she cried and hugged me. As a man consolling her, natural thing to do is to let her cry out loud and continue hugging ma. ZZzzZz But suay suay let the guy that like my Gf saw! and he went to bitch about this to my Gf.. i knew this and i went her house to clarify things.

The moment she saw me.. she was like wanted to walk away and with a roll eyes.

i Shouted back in chinese... but i'll translate in english here.

me!: HOW FAR MUST WE CARRY ON UNTIL U WANT TO STOP THIS! WHY DID U TRUST WHAT UR FRIENDS SAY AND NOT MY WORDS??

she!: CAUSE I CAN NO LONGER TRUST YOU FROM ALL THE THINGS U HAVE DONE.

me!: WHAT"S WRONG WITH US??!! I HAVE DONE NTH WRONG TO THIS RELATIONSHIP. YOU'VE NEVER BELIEVED MY WORDS!

She didn;t reply and she attempted to turn and walk away. Just then i said the magic words!

me!: BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! AND I DON WANT TO LOSE YOU. I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE! WE'RE ARE TORTURING EACH OTHER. CAN WE PUT A STOP TO THIS??!!

hahaa.. i tell you.. it's soo dramatic here. both of us were in tears and she run all the way to me and we hugged like we never hugged before. so tight so tight and i could fell the happiness, joy and relief... and maybe i watched too much drama films.. i wanted to kiss her to surprise her. BUT i couldn't find her face.. she hug me so tight. hahaaa.. But i was happy yea...

as For her looks.. i rmb she has shoulder-length hair and a pretty face. haha.. forget the features but overall pretty.. quite tall too. hahaaa..

cool yea??? ahahha.

and erm.. i'm not angry of anyone or anything. I'm just disappointed everything will go this way. it's not that i'll be standing on anyone's side but i hope it can be settled asap and with a win-win solution. it's sad to hear people sui sui bian bian say tui chu then tui chu the group. it's like where's the friendship ya?? okay.. i promise cka i shan't mention about the group. It never exist in the first place. Maybe it was a mistake forming the group. But what matters now is to heal the situtation and forget the hurt. i hope u guys can like msn or sms soon and say, " yoges!! it's over!! we're still great friends.. or stuuffs liddat." Make Love Not War.

i'm fucking sad over this. fucking.

dReAMt by yog3s at 1:17 PM

`` y0gg3ss