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Monday, September 19

whyy whyy whyy??




i'm soo stuck in a conservative family. freak sia. sian full...




my mummy'ss stupid rules.


well... today went out to meet some of the F11 .. not surprised not everyone were there. =)
played candles, bubbles, firecrackers. i was laughing like mad.. i guess it's cause the laughters wit Felicia won't there these days... Was surprised she called n wished me Happy Lantern Festival.. erm.. it's Mid-Autumn Festival. i have even ridicule ones like Happy Candles day Festival.. She asked me where i were cause she's just near my block playin' candles..



had a good laugh wit the guys, esp Huiping my mummy. her every sentences just made me lie on grass-patch laughin. wad hit combos( fire crackers attacking bubbles)... opening ceremony..etc etc... craps sia her... But i just laughed n laughed...

took some pics... then we proceeded to coffee shop to chit chat awhile before bidding farewell to cutie boi Joseph, and head to Hp house to watch a Date wit vamp 3. my Freaky MUMMY(the real one.) called me like twice?... gib me a break will she?


she's just dying her precious Cinderella would go home... Just because my sis can't be the Cinderella, i have to take over that role?.. FCUK.




i think i need a talk wit her le... it's not the freedom problem nor a disrespect. it's tat.. i'm a GUY. not a girl. what is she afraid? i kena rape? i can't think of other better reasons.. being rude? oh come'on.. this is 2005... not the kampong old days. going home late is so common.. don tell me she wanna be unique by asking me to come home early. my sis is just so lucky, she's engaged n no need stupid rules. and oh yea. Mummy gave me f**kin attitudes over the phone too. *roll-eyes...



hais.... sianx.. afterall, she's still my mom.. n i don wanna make things look realll bad. cause my sis once turn *bad*... she's just afraid i might be next too.. that's why she used the wrong way to lock me down. That really comes down to TRUST. she lacks it on me.




i just don wanna be a Cinderella(guy version) nor a mummy's boy. >_<






Could be your eyes..
could be your smile..
Could be the way you freed my mind..
Your precious touch caressed my soul...
You gave me everything I need..
and now I'll lost...
Lost forever.

dReAMt by yog3s at 1:08 AM

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