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Sunday, May 1

i thought we could be the special pals ever

i thought moving fast was a good idea

i thought things were getting better and better

i thought you were alright all along

you've helped me alot

and i wanna help you too

but..
BUT..

i can sense that you don wanna open up to me

Was it my problem? or urs? or ours?

No words from me helped you i know

i sux i know

I really wanna help what's going on..

u gotta believe this

Maybe we really advanced too fast

maybe we need time alone

maybe we just need more talking

maybe we were all just expecting too much of everything

i'm really shocked at what u said

if it's from the bottom of ur heart

i'm truly hurt and yes i'll am

But i still think we can be

the special of what we'll be

I hope those words are just moments of anger

or disappointment or

or..

wadever... just not that real..

i still want this friendship

cause it's special to me

i still believe

we can be the best of what we'll be

i hope u think the way i do

I'm really sorry i failed as a fren...

i'm really sorry i sux that much

i'm really sorry for telling u all my problems and no less

i'm really sorry for keeping quiet when i was suppose to speak

i'm really sorry if u are hurt this way

cause i never meant to hurt u

i hope u don hold on to what should be let go

i hope this will make u feel happier

it hurts i know

but if u don

u'll feel more pain than u thought u know

it'll take time...

i really wanna know...

i'll keep my mouth seal now

my ears are fully open to you now

my shoulders will be there for u too

chest if u need any...

i'm serious! i'm really serious

But if u need time to be alone...

i'm be waiting though...

Still i'm sorry for the failure to sms u that day

for being such a failure in this

for making u feel that way of me..

I'M NOT SEEKING FOR PITINESS

NOR ANY SYMPATHIES..

NOR PUSHING BLAMES

NOR ACTING INNOCENT!

i'm sorry okay?

Hope to talk to you soon..



i sux i always do
sometimes keeping everything to oneself is a good idea
sometimes bottling up all the emotions will sound better
sometimes i shouldn't be telling you that much
why won't u wanna tell me a single thing
i feel like an asshole when i can't help u
i feel like a loser when others can help u...
i'm so damn sorry..

dReAMt by yog3s at 2:54 PM

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