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Tuesday, April 26

Fcuk!.. argh!! i lost something really important to me... hais... why am i so careless... so fcukingly blur! haiyo... i can't stand myself sometimes... no.. is most of the times... really so mad at myself.. can nv forgive myself at the mistakes i've done... So much in a confusion right now... come back will ya? i'll find u back no matter what... Anyway.. next month i'll be like separated from my gang liao.. going to board a different 'train'.. mummy coming with me? lolx.. i hope u go over to the other side too.. i'll be all alone but that ain't going to bring me down... i know the first few weeks will be hard on me... well FRIENDS.. a nice word but have soooo many definitions... maybe i'm still a noob in understanding friends... it's like argh!!! nvm... guess it's a problem with me... just can't feel the trust, the security, the connection sometimes... we've just got disconnected ba... ping?..pong?... haha... today i went KBOX again!!!! NOt KICK BOX arhs.. still rmb how that Sp senior tot i Kick box when i put kbox-ing as my hobbies... weeee.. no money la... ph TREAT ME!!!! he's soooooo good... it's like i really don wnat go cause very pai seh.. no money then.... haha... he keep talking senses until he win lor... haha.. out with mel, chris and ph... kinda unexpected actually but boy i love the trip.. and Chris rox liao.. ur voice is nice!!! and u can reach sooooo high notes... i very jealous.... peter.. i still wanna thank you ALOT man... ALOt ALOt... DAmn lot...really don know what to say beside thanking u... i'm still so pai seh.. haha... well.. heard me guys? i'm like so PENNILESS.. hais... and sorry for the nasty languages and words used... and before i chaos... mummy.. I AM OFFICIALLY AND PERSONALLY WILLING to go SP with you... pls.. don come and be so ke qi with me.. AFTER ALL i am ur son and ur fren! and i'm willing to do so... SO... I'M WAITING for ur sms soon!


i hope i did a right move..
u feel so too? =)

dReAMt by yog3s at 9:43 PM

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