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Sunday, March 6

I'm Back~ =')

So many things happened when i didn't blog. but i don wanna blog them down. later very wordy.. hahas... yup.. went Sentosa 2 times whit my buddies.. had really goody fun..
Then came the results.. 'RESLUTS' i mean.. hahas... well, have both disappointments and great surprises... was rather happy wit my english and chinese language.. My sciences are total TURNOFF OFF! and i still wanna get into science courses.. hais. it hurts thinking bout it.. Sorry Ms Mei, i disappointed you... and i miss you~. I also would like to thank Ping hui. If u weren't there to guide and encourage me through the second attempt to get a higher grade for Chinese lang. i would have given up hopes and get the same result.. Thanks buddy! and ur chem and physics teachings... THANKS! though it didn't turn up great.. but u did great! Cka also.. u were always tere wit ur TYS, which make me realise i should start doing something lers.. hahas... Thanks buddies!!!!!
Yup.. now to something more personal.. hais.. since blog is to writre ur feelings out.. i'm going to open up some of my sorrows.. I am a person who is closer to my mummy.. and seldom talk to my daddy.. Cause he is kind of a quiet person, and he is so different from me.. hahas.. though i won't suspect he isn't my daddy.. he is! lolx.. but he loves soccer and i don have interest in it. hahas.. maybe cause he don expose me to balls since young.. but i think i won't have interest in soccer anyway.. hahas.. well maybe a lil'. hahas...
yup.. and whenever he raises his voice and talk to me, my tears will just come out by itself.. no blockage.. just keep coming out.. Yes, i'm weak! i know! but i find it strange that if my mummy scold me or angry wit me.. i'm fine wit it.. like i won't feel like weeping or anything.. i'm not happy lately.. not only by this sh!t.
U guys too... a few months to go.. and like tata, we go our separate ways.. u will think.. we have bonds that will not tear us apart.. think, we will be busy by then with projects and lotsa things.. we will have no time to go out with each other( neither will we see each other everyday liao.) and soon our conversation will be:
Yoges: hi
Buddy: hi
yoges: ya.. so how's ur life?
buddy: okay..u?
yoges: fine..(pauses.)
yoges: ya..(shyingly smiles)
buddy: yeah..
yoges:haha...
buddy: haa..
If this conversation continues.. kill me pls! i hope such things won't happen.. like i said.. i don wanna move on! i wanna go back to those days where i'm in white.. pure white..and head to school happily.. chat and chat.. giggles and laughters... singing and cheering.. After all that u guys have done for me.. i still haven repay them... hais.. time is running out with u guys...the hurt i'm going to get when u guys leaves soon.. hais.. just wanna say.. guys.. i LOVE u all... and i always miss you guys..
'run 2 me i'll run 2 to u
let me crash into u
run 2 u you'll run to me
i alone can love u
u belong to me~'
IF oNlY angELs At NiGhT GrAnTs my Wish n make U 'gUyS' Mine~ =(

dReAMt by yog3s at 3:16 PM

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