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Tuesday, March 22

i fElt my heart bleeding for a moment.. i'm deeply hurt... guess it's time i withdraw from all these sh!ts.. i need time to make my life back.. i have god with me... cause i'm trusting my fate to god.. i will come back i know.. i've been torned, wounded, damaged..broken inside... only tears could make me sleep nowadays.. i'm stressed out.. i'm bleeding inside.. thank you. i'm giving up when i've lost everything.. i'm in a total mess.. why is my life this way.. i feel that i'm turning invisible.. i feel that i've lost all my friends.. i deserve it anyway... i'm such a nuisance to them.. that's what i feel..i'm being stupid, silly..i'm lost, i've lost all my wills, determinations, powers,happiness..i've lost them all... i'm suffering in silence.. well this is my first entry i type in tears... may it make me realise that everything that bother me is nothing but a load of rubbish! foolish is what's wriiten all over me.... darkness befalls me but i'll search for my guiding light... i hate to sleep now.. the pain inside is killing me.. i'm losing.. i've lost...i'm drifting away.. i'm not myself but i'm searching my soul.. why do things have to go this way.. why is my life this way.. why am i so silly.. why.. why why!!!!!! i don know.. i really don know.. i seriously don know... i don know i don know i don know. No one can help me except myself.. but i'm giving up on myself..

dReAMt by yog3s at 12:01 PM

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