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Thursday, March 24

hais.. i just went to pple blog and read their entries.. it's like the more i read the more i felt my heart bled.. i feel that there's alot of things hidden from me. alot of truth i've not yet seek.. it seems like the clears are lost.. the losts are more messily lost.. and why? cause this freakin bastard typing this entry now is causing all this... why did my heart feel that way dat day.. why did i feel the pain.. if only i could live my life sedated... now i'm really disconnected!!.. i really wanna clear things up.. i really want to call you and talk.. but i fear... i fear.. i fear something i really don know.. hais... mummy, thanks for visiting my blog.. at least i know pple read my agony.. still.. i'm so afraid now.. who switched off the lights... it's not that i chose to be sad.. but i really got a real hit on my head.. a slash in my heart. I couldn't sleep yesterday nite.. keep thinking off all these... i wanted to sms my frens.. but..i feel that if i continue to be like that infront of them, they all will find me a real pain... i can feel it.. and i feel that i don deserve anymore good treatments.. cause i sux.. i seriously do.. don come near me pple... i will only hurt u guys...


well, i shouldn't blog this.. but i did... this is what i currently feel.. i've lost everything.. trust, care, love,concern,worried,happiness,joys,smiles...i've lost them while walking in the darkness... someone help me pick up if you ever find them.. cause i can't see.. i grope for them.. which seems forever...

dReAMt by yog3s at 3:22 PM

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